OOHH sory, I wrote the pizza thing, somebody else wrote a comment saying that! sooo sorry!! hehe but you are doing terrific...

you're supposed to eat 2000cals a day, 3000 for boys you ate half the girls one..

now smile=)

Trust me, three days was not easy, I guess it just comes out like that because I dont wanna cry and write sooo hard. I befare being optimistic, and as bad as this sounds alot of 'becoming anorexic girls'  are so depressed.. I don't want to do that!But I have to tell you today.. I swear I said to myself 'wow i could actually eat the jumper I'm wearing' I'm soo hungry, like I think I'll die tonight of hunger, but I want people to say wow she's determined so I REFUSE to give in, but seriously I'm dying. I couldn't even stand up for more than 10 minutes without practically fainiting. You're doing absolutely brilliant! If I had of eaten that pizza I would have ate a slice and been like.. well It's just a bite...

You're sooo beautiful you look exactly like one of my friends! Anyways, Stay strong..

Love&Support, Chloe xxx

right, well yeah

the good thing about eating last week is your metabolism will have risen :) its good to eat now and again so your metabolism doesn't go into starvation mode, and you actually lose weight faster by eating....

anyway i suggest you have one eating day a week if your on a fast, which means like a bowl of cereal or whatever, and to make yourself not light headed through practice you could pick this day as the 'eating day'. Also drink loads of diet coke and stuff, and maybe caffine tablets or a very low cal coffee??

I also think you are VERY pretty. Honestly.

Stay strong

Keep in touch

Lovess

Hellarockstar.

i have another diary[always have,lol, since i was 13 actualy, i've deleted every entry in it about 3 times though,lol].

thelostangel-that's the other one. [it's more about my struggles with infertility so there's a lot of period talk,lmao....]

i just think this dairy may be to triggering.

Thank you for your comment, Cassidy. =]
You so do not have huge thighs!

You're gorgeous!   really!
I really like the color of your lips.. Aha, that sounds kinda weird xD lol
xoxo

i doubt he will. i'm thinking of doing it anways. i mean i hate lying to him, but i really want to be able to do it. i work 5 days a week so i may say i ate at work i'm not hungry, or start going to bed early so i can ski dinner.....

it really bums me out though, i made it from sunday at5 to today at 6:45, so a little over 3 days....i purged a ton, but i still feel so guilty....

cass, please listen to jesusismyantidrug.
god's will is barely ever ours. i've prayed for so many things;
god has three answers to prayer. yes, no, and not now.
sometimes the answer we get isn't what we want to hear, but that does not change the fact that god loves us all, and cares for us. i wish you wouldn't doubt him so much. he knows what's best for you, and i know you don't see it now, but things are going to be better.

jeremiah 29:11

For I know the plans I have for you," declares the LORD, "plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.

please cassidy, if you ever choose to pick one thing to believe me about, believe me that god does hear you, and he does love you.

Wow your birthday souds amazing!! I love having food fight but I hate cleaning up the mess afterwords.  I'm glad everything went the way you wanted too. 

Natash

wow that birthday sounds just amazing!!!

im happy for you :)

Hey -

Thanks for your comment. You're pretty, too.

Ash

my dad was always hard on me and it sucks

ask me anything - tell me anything

ugh. my mom's the same way. sorry dear.
i hate it.
so, are you having a b-day party 'cause i got you a presentttttttt =]

[amlentz]

YOU ARE PRETTY AND SOOOOO noT FAT AND THE DOGGY IS A CUTIE

ASK ME ANYTHING TELL ME ANYTHING

D.w. bout it, people like that piss me off really bad (L) !

Wow your really pretty ! And your dog is sooooo cute :)

LOVE<33

You look great, and I don't think you need to lose any weight. Maybe tone up a bit or something. There are so many girls who would kill to have the body you have right now, you know...

And your dog is absolutely adorable.

k 1st of all ur not fat t all

 2nd i love ur shirt its cute

3rd ur dog is adorable he looks just like my dog honey who got her name ccuz right after i got her she got into the honey in our pantry and it was all over her it took me forever to get it all off. but it was worth it heres a pic she was scared of the camara.

[cutemonkey044]

OMG you people suck !
Why can't you just leave her alone and go bother someone else !
I doubt very much that you will change her mind if she wants this enough !

Don't listen to them Cass !
If your not happy then do something about it !
Stay strong x

<333 xoxo

I know you probably don't want to hear this but I think you need too.  You think that some of your problems will go away if you don't eat and become skinny.  But the truth is more problems will accure in your life if you do this to yourself then you think.  YOu may be a skinny as a rail but you'll not like it, trust me, and there will be so many problems.